"The Cost of Loving a Narcissist: My Truth, My Healing"

For 3 years I tried being everything for a woman who was the utmost toxic, miserable and truly narcissistic person I'd ever met. I was no saint. I'll be the FIRST to admit I said things that were so hurtful I hated myself for saying them however I never told someone to unalive themselves because they were expressing they were tired. I've never watched someone hanging from a ceiling fan and said the words "I can't believe you'd put ME through this". If you are the type of person to see a broken person and BLAME THEM for being broken I want you to do everyone a favor and STAY AWAY FROM THEM. I was hurt, depressed and miserable for 3 years and I WAS THE ONE SHE BLAMED FOR IT. when I vented I was told "if you wanna d13 that bad then just do it". I made mistakes and said things I wish I could take back but never, NEVER could I look into the eyes of a broken soul and BREAK IT MORE on purpose. Those that know me know I WILL DO EVERYTHING in my power to HELP someone. Not fucking destroy them. I'm not giving names. I'm not telling you who this woman was. They know. And that's the only person I want to know. The issue is they see nothing wrong with it. That is a true narcissist. Being confident, knowing your worth, loving yourself, putting yourself first, and overall LOVING WHO YOU ARE DOES NOT NAKE YOU THE NARCISSIST. know the difference because I didn't. 

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